obstinatecondolement: A meter similar to a speedometer colour coded from green up to red in various gradations of colour, each with an image of a chili pepper on them. The needle is pointing to the extreme red end of the scale. The caption reads, "Mild auism? Nah, my autism is spicy." Flames appear behind the text (spicy autism)

I've recently finished watching the CBS adaptation of Ghosts recently and I am now, to put it mildly, completely consumed with it, and with a particular ship in it (featuring the ghost of a standoffish and repressed aristocratic Gilded Age woman in her early fifties and the ghost of a douchey fratboy Y2K finance bro in with a heart of gold in his early thirties), and I want to do little more than make fanworks for it.

Over the past three(?) days I've written a fic and made a playlist and wrote commentary about it and uploaded both.

Details and links below, for those curious! (mildly nsfw and there are spoilers for season two of CBS Ghosts)

A screencap of Hetty gripping Trevor by the chin while they both sit on a bed which has been edited to resemble a damaged old photograph and captioned 'H-Money Can't Buy Me Love'

Fandom: Ghosts (2021)
Title: [playlist and commentary] H-Money Can't Buy Me Love
Relationship/characters: Trevor Lefkowitz/Hetty Woodstone
Time: 01:07:00
Word count: 3284
Rating: Teen and up (for language and non-graphic sexual refrences).
Warning(s): N/A, I think? I'm a bit jokingly mean about Hetty's emotional repression, if that's something you might be sensitive to, but it is not meant with sincere malice.
Summary: This follows closely along with how the characters got together in canon, with them initially hooking up to help each other out when they were both very sexually frustrated, which transitioned into a secret affair that Trevor was under the impression Hetty only wanted to be secret to make it more thrilling, but was devastated when he realised that she would really be embarrassed by people finding out when someone does find out and tries to blackmail them. They break it off, briefly, and then get back together when Hetty realises that she let go of a good thing and they tell everyone that they are together. They do also, subsequently, pretend to break up in a later episode and go back to being together secretly, but I think that's mostly so they don't have to go on double dates they find boring rather than out of a reluctance to have an emotionally committed relationship instead of a spicy affair.

Fandom: Ghosts (2021)
Title: La Petite Naissance
Relationship/characters: Trevor Lefkowitz/Hetty Woodstone
Word count: 3058
Rating: Explicit
Warning(s): (mild) unnegotiated kink, insecurity and anxiety about (consensual) sex due to sexual inexperience
Summary: In canon Hetty originally thinks that it is not possible for people of her anatomy to orgasm (or, seemingly, feel sexual arousal at all) until another ghost suggests she sit on an old, clattery washing mashine and she finds it somewhat revelatory. The inspiration for this fic came from an idea I had during a conversation with another author in the fandom, wytchwoods, in the comments of their excellent fic Human Contact where Hetty has her first orgasm with Trevor. They mentioned being disappointed that canon had later contradicted that, because Flower said that Hetty's first orgasm was on the washing machine, but I thought that didn't really count as being categorically jossed, because maybe Hetty had mistakenly thought she'd had an orgasm on the washing machine, but had just been very turned on and didn't know how to tell the difference, because it had never happened before. And once she did know better, that she just allowed Flower to spread that particular piece of misinformation without correcting it, so she didn't have to deal with the fact that it had been Trevor who'd got her there the first time and that, maybe, she wasn't entirely unmoved by his role in that. Or, indeed, think about the fact that he might mean more to her than being a convenient means of getting off. And then I immediately wrote a fic about that, lol.

Intro Post

Jan. 22nd, 2022 06:13 pm
obstinatecondolement: Deanna Troi from Star Trek: The Next Generation shown from the shoulders up, standing in front of a painting of a planet (Default)

[Updated Jan 2 2024]

I'm Art! My pronouns are they/them or he/him.

This got long, haha

As well as being [personal profile] obstinatecondolement here, I am also [tumblr.com profile] obstinatecondolement on Tumblr, obstinatecondolement on vidders.net (which I really must post some of my vids to!), obstinatecondolement on Vimeo (most of my videos are password protected, but they are all posted with the passwords on AO3), and (you guessed it) obstinatecondolement on my much neglected Pillowfort.

In terms of my other fannish pseudonyms, I'm [archiveofourown.org profile] SweetPollyOliver on AO3; [twitter.com profile] unmanlygrief on Twitter (Edit Jan 2023: but, uh, given current events, watch this space? Edit Jan 2024: Still there for now, but I probably would have deleted if I didn't want to do ITPE and since I do not think that will be on the-platform-formerly-known-as-Twitter in 2024, it's not unlikely that I won't be there much longer either, but I have made such threats before and not followed through on them), and I am also unmanlygrief on Discord.

Feel free to add me or PM/DM me on any of these platforms, or email me at obstinatecondolement@vidding.com if you'd like to get in touch that way.

Let's talk fandoms! I am an evergreen Star Trek fan, despite beyind disgracefully behind on most of the newer iterations of canon bar Lower Decks, and I was very monofannishly creating things for The Karate Kid and/or Cobra Kai for a good while, but I have started branching out again in the past few years. I am still a big TKK/CK fan (Cobra Kai never dies!) and mean to write some stuff on my to-do list, but I am not as intense with it as I was and other things have drifted in and out of my number one spot in the mean time.

Most recently, I've fallen very hard for the CBS Ghosts show, I had a very intense love affair with Succession that may be heating up again, I was massively invested in S1 of OFMD and slightly disappointed with S2 (although not as devastated as some were), I love Only Murders in the Building and am chipping away at some Mabel/Theo fic that has not yet seen the light of day, and I pretty recently reignited my younger self's love of the 1970s sitcom Porridge. I am a lifelong Discworld fan, but I only started writing fic in the fandom in 2023. As of now I have a handful of Discworld fics and podfics on my AO3 account that I hope to keeping adding to on and off.

Other things that are less to the forefront, but are still very much bubblings away in the background: I love Quantum Leap, both old and new, and am even now still rending my garments in lamentation over the Willow tv show and A League of Their Own (2022) being cancelled. And, honestly, I have lots of other fandoms, past and present, and there are a few that I often request for exchanges and am not usually "active" in otherwise.

The ways I participate in fandom are larely writing fic, but I am a bit of a fanwork dilettante and have also dipped my toes into vidding, podfic, fanbinding, writing meta (or jokey-joke posts, depending on how serious I am being at the time), making character/ship fanmixes, and putting together the occasional graphic (mostly podfic covers at the moment). I also have made a few fancrafts over the years! Mostly crochet dolls of Star Trek characters, like these ones. I have also betaed fic for other people and I would like to do that more often.

My transformative works policy can be found on my AO3 profile, but TL;DR, I give blanket permission for non-commercial transformative works of my fanworks.

Other things I do/have done in fandom are volunteering with the OTW as a tag wrangler and modding a few fandom events. I modded [tumblr.com profile] allvalley100, a weekly Cobra Kai/Karate Kid drabble challenge, with [tumblr.com profile] trinityofone from 2021–2023, I previously modded [tumblr.com profile] trek-rarepair-swap, a (first monthly, then quarterly) exchange where people created fanworks for each other's rare (which we defined as <50 works on AO3) Star Trek ships, with [tumblr.com profile] cosmic-llin between 2016 and 2020 and we have plans to revive it at some point when we have the time, and I will be starting a new podfic challenge called [community profile] tidepodchallenge in January 2024 where participants receive bingo cards with prompts and then fill them by making podfics of Yuletide works written by authors who give permission for podfics of their work. If you are a fan of podic, please follow the comm and, if you are a podficcer youself, consider signing up once I get the ball rolling on that in the next few weeks!

Non-fandom things to know about me are that I am bisexual, disabled, transmasc, a leftist, I love fibre arts and textiles (crochet, knitting, weaving, spinning, dyeing, sewing), I sing, I am (slowly) learning the cello, I love spreadsheets and planners (I am the most disorganised orderly person you will ever meet), I live with (most of) my siblings and parents, and, as well partial custody of the family pets (dogs, chickens, another cat), I have two very spoiled cats of my own.

I tend to go through phrases of being more and less active on Dreamwidth, but what I mostly post about here is just various things that are going on with me in real life, stuff about my hobbies, goals that I'm working on or thinking about setting, etc. I very occasionally post links to fanworks, but I will try to keep more up to date with that going forward, as I have found DW fandom to be very rewarding when I do go to the effort of being more active in it. This is also where I tend to post my exchange letters, so you will probably at least hear from me once a year when I sign up to Yuletide. Most of my more personal, non-fandom entries are access-only, but I'm very liberal about granting access, so don't feel shy about asking!

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