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Challenge #2
In your own space, set yourself some goals for the coming year. They can be fannish or not, public or private. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

I've just reviewed the fandom goals that I posted for 2023 for day 12 of last week's Snowflake Challenge, and I did better on them than I expected to! I had a full success with 5/11, a qualified success with 8/11 (I gave myself a few cheats on three of them to make up lost ground), and made some progress on all of my goals, even the ones I consider failures overall.

Looking at what was easy, what I was just about able to pull out of the bag, and what I thought was going to be easy but then didn't manage, I'm going to make the following adjustments for my goals this year:

Participate in three fandom exchanges.
Create one treat for an exchange.
Create three pinch hits.
Beta read three fics.
Bind three books (none of which have to be a new typeset, or my own typeset).
Typeset three fics (they do not have to be the same ones I bind).
Record, edit, and post at least one podfic a month (one Mulligan is allowed if I miss a month and then make it up by posting two in another month).
Finish my podfic of Wedding is Destiny; and Hanging Likewise by sqbr.
Complete and post two fanvids.
Health and other circumstances permitting, attend two in-person conventions.
Comment on at least one fanwork a week.
Update Dreamwidth at least once a month.
Write whatever self indulgent niche fic I want to without worrying about whether anyone else will care about it.

The last one is more qualitative, because I don't want to set a hard target of "Write one fic no one cares about a month" or something, but I do want to get more comfortable with just pursuing ideas that I am interested by and want to write without being worried about Alienating People Who Subscribed To My AO3 Profile For [X Fandom] or that no one will read it, or whatever.

In general, I've tried to (slightly) scale up the goals that I succeeded on last year, and scale down the ones that I didn't, or make them less specific so there's a wider scope for success. Most of my goals are less specific than they were last year, actually, but I think that this is good because it means I might try more things. I've also dropped a couple of goals that I think are sort of done, or that I'm doing okay on without tracking them/setting a goal for them.

To preface this with the disclaimers that:

No one is obligated to comment on my fanworks or leave a kudos on them no matter how much they liked it or how many times they have revisited them
No one is obligated to comment on my fanworks or leave a kudos on them just because they mentioned to me somewhere other than AO3 that they really liked them
No one is obligated to even tell me if they discussed and enthused vocally about my fanworks in Discord servers, or elsewhere, whether I'm in them or not

That being said,

I am, however, completely bewildered with the Tumblr-moving-into-Discord-era of transformative fandom and how its culture is evolving with regards talking about fanworks, both with the creator specifically and in general.

Often, people, who do not kudos or comment on things I post to AO3, who I know have accounts (and the works aren't archive locked anyway), will either privately DM me or @ me on Tumblr or in channels of Discord servers we're both in to say they really loved my newest fanwork. Often giving me really generous praise and thoughtful insights they had when they read/saw/listened to it when they do so! I talked to a friend about this and she said that she's had people draw fanart for her of fics that they didn't kudos or comment on. And that's like... obviously that's not sinister or something they are doing wrong that they should feel obliged to correct, in favour of some alternative that's more in line with what I personally prefer/find less surprising, but... it feels pretty self evident to me that it's nice for creators to have comments to look back on, all in one non-ephemeral place, which is also ideally on AO3/wherever they posted the work itself? And that Discord servers move quickly and the nice things you say there will be quickly be buried and hard to find again, which makes it unlikely for creators to be able to easily do that, unless they screenshot and archive every nice thing someone says to them about their work there, which few people would think to do in the moment, I think, except maybe in the context of a group vid-watching party or something. Also, kudos and comments bring the work further up the page when people sort by number of kudos or comments and that is helpful for the creator because it makes it more likely that more people will see it and say further nice things to them about it if they like it too.

I don't think this trend, as I have experienced it, is a "I do not want to be seen publicly liking this" thing, which, in fairness, I do think also happens a lot in this moral panic era of fandom we're in where people get call-out posts written about how they commented on or kudosed Reprehensible Fic that the call-out post author specifically sought out so they could read the comments and see who kudosed it with the intention of smearing them as a bigot and/or sexual predator on social media platforms that their AO3 profile was linked to.

Instead, I think that, when this has happened when I posted fanworks in the past, it's just because it does not occur to the people saying the nice things to me that the I would maybe also like to have the exact same nice things written in a comment on AO3. Or similar things! I'm really not saying that you can only comment on AO3 to say something to someone that they thing they made was good. Or that squeeing about it elsewhere Does Nothing to Boost Engagement™ and is therefore useless at best and Greedy Exploitation of My Fandom Labour™ at worst, as I have seen some people arguing.

Again, you can enjoy my stuff and never say a goddamn thing about it to me, or to anyone, and I will defend to the death your right to do so, no matter what your reasons are or how often you return to these works! You do not have to pay for your enjoyment of my work by Engaging Meaningfully with it in the way that I most prefer: I am not your grandparent passive aggressively asking if you forgot to send me a thank you note about the birthday present I sent you and do you need new stationery to send thank you notes? Should I send you that for your next present?

But... Idk, exactly. I guess, to me, it's kind of emblematic of this move to considering only new fanworks and fandoms of recently released/currently airing properties to matter? So if the nice things you say about them are ephemeral and hard to archive, who cares, because the creator will obviously only ever want to hear nice things about their newest work and anything else is a waste of time, and maybe even invasive and creepy à la fans of celebrities who stalk and/or harass them because they "love" them so much. Also, that fanworks and fannish interactions are disposable and trivial, and preserving them is not ever a priority or even a consideration.

Something I was surprised about when I started posting fanworks in multifandom comms on Dreamwidth was that people commented on them at all. Often when they don't even know the fandom! The culture here seems to be much more old school in that way than what I have become accustomed to post-LJ, which has been a nice thing to discover.

I do think that this bemusement I am having is not, like, something that I should fashion into a call to action or anything, in large part because I am extremely put off by the people who scold lurkers—or sometimes even people who don't comment effusively enough, or leave long enough comments, or who comment and then don't also kudos (the nerve! 🙄)—for "taking the gift of their work and giving them nothing back in return as thanks" because fuck that bullshit. That is not what is meant by the phrase "fandom is a gift economy" you ignorant, entitled dicks. Is commenting on AO3 a nice thing to do? Yes. But it's not obligatory and nor should it be. At least be honest about what you expect from people and start a fucking private Discord server where you link people to your Google Docs, in return for what you consider to be good feedback if you think you should be to be compensated for your fanworks—kick them off your private island if they fail to live up to your standards, for all I care! But do not put words in my mouth by saying this fucking shit on behalf of all creators who post things to AO3.

Really, I'm not sure what my point is here, exactly. I am having thoughts and feelings and these are what they are, I suppose? Or, I guess, if you find yourself wanting to reach out and say nice things to a fanwork creator anyway, it's potentially a nice gesture to do it on AO3/where they posted it, in addition to saying it on Discord or other ephemeral fandom platorms. Copying and pasting exactly what you said is absolutely fine by me, if you find it a struggle to re-phrase the same sentiment. I suspect it would be by other fanwork creators too, although, per what I said earlier, I can only speak confidentally for myself, because other fanwork creators' expectations and preferences vary considerably. You can add something like "C&P-ing from Discord for posterity" at the start of the comment if you feel shy about saying literally the exact same thing twice.

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