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I've been signing up for a lot of fandom bingo stuff and feeling Very Bad about how many bingo cards I have signed up for in the past and then never finished (or, in many cases, started), so I guiltily took a look at my [community profile] 100fandoms bingo card (never updated since I signed up in January 2019 until now) and filled out what squares I could from fic that I have posted since I signed up. Technically, it's not against the rules to use fic you wrote before signing up, but I wanted to limit it to what I've done since then. I was pleasantly surprised that I was able to fill out 23 squares even though I hadn't been actively working on it. Like, sure, it's nearly been five years, but it's certainly more than I expected given how all-consuming Cobra Kai was for me for a hot minute of several consecutive years there, lol.

I think I am going to keep chipping away at it, because going through my works on AO3 for all these various fandoms where I only ever wrote one (or a few) fics made me realise how much I like those works and how good I think a lot of them are. I said this in my update to the post I linked above, but I have often felt inhibited from writing in certain fandoms either because I think No One Will Care outside of Yuletide season, or because I only have 1–3 ideas in me for that fandom and I don't want people to be disappointed if I just breeze through, drop a few things they like, and then leave forever. But, like, that's very silly. I should write things because it's fun and because I like them before I worry about My Public. I am not a professional writer whose livelihood depends on having a wide readership and nor do I have to tie myself down to a specific Brand Identity to avoid confusing or alienating readers who liked my X books but then hated my Y books. It's just for fun! So I should have fun! Which I do, when I let myself, so I think I'm just gonna take this as a sign to give fewer shits and just write the damn thing if I have an idea I am compelled by.

Date: 2023-09-17 02:16 am (UTC)
flamingsword: Cat saying “I believe at you” (Believe at you)
From: [personal profile] flamingsword
💜 This sounds like a good plan!

Why not indeed!

Date: 2023-09-17 04:44 am (UTC)
flamingsword: “in my defense, I was left unsupervised” (Default)
From: [personal profile] flamingsword
*hums Springtime for Hitler*

I should re-read more of my own fic. 🤔 Thanks for the idea!

Date: 2023-09-17 06:35 pm (UTC)
vriddy: Hand holding a pen and writing in a notebook (writing)
From: [personal profile] vriddy
just write the damn thing if I have an idea I am compelled by.

Hell yeah!!! :D

There's something very satisfying about watching a movie or series and feeling like you're going to explode with an idea or thought, and then letting it all out and just... moving on :D And feeling good The Thought is out in the world, now. Happy writing!!

Date: 2023-09-18 12:47 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] amado1
The idea that a writer should have a brand really fucks with me sometimes!! There was a time, a few years back, when I even deleted a bunch of fics, somewhere like 100 of them -- maybe 5% because I thought they were embarrassingly bad, but 95% were good, I just felt like they weren't "me." I felt silly just a week or two later.

Date: 2023-09-18 04:25 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] amado1
See! I'm the same way now, re: deleting fics. Maybe a few months after I deleted those fics, I started to change my mind ... it feels somehow, slightly morally wrong to take those works away from people who were offered it freely. I don't like orphaning either for the same reason you mentioned, although I orphaned like, all my 2023 and 2022 fics earlier this year 💀 I had gone through a whole year's worth of fics before I realized I could anonymize them and I was SO AGGRIEVED!! It wiped out all my TNG fics completely.

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